Tonight was hard. Emotionally I don’t know where I am at the moment. To be kneeling next to the only person you’ve ever loved, in the middle of the street watching them lifeless.
I don’t think there are many 19 year old guys like me. Who can say that he saved his girlfriends life.
Resuscitating her was the most emotional thing I have ever had to do. But thank god it worked.
It’s hard feeling like something so strong is gently falling apart, and there is nothing you can do because you’ve already given everything. Here’s to hoping that if swiftly puts itself back together….
Its funny, its always me left apologising when I shouldn’t have to. I always seem to be made to feel bad when I should’t have to. Its always me making the effort when it shouldn’t be like that. Theres only so much a guy can take before you break him. Please.